My heart stops beating...

what the hell is this!
suddenly, my heart stops pulsating,
it's bad luck of her or mine
surprisingly, my brain stops perceiving
it may be warning to me
it may be warning to us,
abruptly, my heart beat increases
unconsciously, i feel my eyes! try to hear something
in absences of functionally well ears
shamefully, my organs start shaking
like a great thunder, like a great attack
undoubtedly, it's true someone attacks, true
my doubt is there ,who is someone, he, she or you?
apparently, everything is clear like a dawn
little doubt is there ,am i true?
of course, there is a great dilemma
my life seems to be a great cinema!!!
it 's the time that hurts me
on her imagination, shocks me by her motivation
i want to cultivate barren heart
oh! impossible to drive the carts, i try to control my heart
,inter alias ,tolerating the hurt
no one with me except god
i am not the animal not a bird
i feel sleepy with full hurt
again ,i fell normal, with normal heart

By - Rajib Dahal.
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